I want to fall in love

Over and over again…

Do you remember that sweet feeling of intensely falling for someone? When we are young, it’s easy to fall in love. We can spend days thinking about someone and occupy our minds with little things they did or said. We imagine this person to be perfect in every way and everything just feels so right. We catch ourselves staring at pictures, dreaming up things, being giddy and acting differently. Or we pretend to not care in order to not appear too eager. I can safely bet that most of us have experienced some form of this feeling in our lifetimes.

For a fortunate few, this feeling lasts and leads to a happily ever after. For many others, things don’t work out and instead we may be left feeling hurt, rejected and vulnerable. Eventually these sad feelings fade away and we move on and meet someone else. This time around, we are a bit more careful to not fall so hard. If faced with disappointment, we are now prepared to protect ourselves and not get hurt. As this cycle continues and we meet more people, it becomes easier and easier to control our feelings. We learn to date multiple people at the same time and have sex without getting too attached. We make our lives busy, so we don’t have to form meaningful relationships and distance ourselves at the first sign of feeling too much affection towards someone. Overtime, we master these skills and feel on top of our game.

While these strategies do work, it’s a pity because they also prevent us from experiencing those intense feelings of falling madly for someone. By limiting our pain, we also limit the possibilities of pleasure our minds and bodies are capable of because the two go together. We are capable of falling in love many times over the course of our lives but very few people we meet will spark that special feeling in us. So when you do encounter those moments, feel them as intensely as possible and make yourself vulnerable despite the possibility that you may get hurt. It’s much better than learning to not feel at all.

3 comments

  1. ShomBites

    This post is perfect and concise. Love is never something to deprive yourself of – it’s just not worth it.

  2. Reblogged this on maggie i and commented:
    This

  3. This is an extremely important dating issue in the modern world. Some people suggest that our and specifically women’s ability to love, care and develop attachment is finite. The more you give and spend the less you are capable of giving to the next one. That’s the price to be paid for playing the field (for too long).

    Some say that taking a break from dating restores some or all of the capacity to care, while others say it’s not that easy.

    Regardless, OkCupid and Tinder give provide us with the opportunity to meet a lot of people that we otherwise wouldn’t have, but the major downside is the potential for meeting way too many people, being overwhelmed and confused and not knowing when to stop. That leads to what’s known as dating fatigue. The following brilliant article is somewhat relevant to the issue:
    http://www.thefemininewoman.com/2014/12/casual-sex-harmless/

    I hope that the author of this blog never loses her capacity to love and care, because life is far less interesting with that ability being gone. 😉

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